Cogitation
"Why do you like me?" She has heard herself asking this to a lot of people over the course of time. It wasn't reserved just for her suitors. All her loved ones heard this question a few times over. It was an urge to know why she was deemed worthy to be in that person's life. It was a desperation to understand why they didn't discard her when she proved herself useless. It confused her greatly why some people chose to remain loving to her while some others didn't. She asked herself if this confusion implied that that's the way she viewed others. Did she disregard them when they stopped benefiting her? Not really... She stopped trying to hold on when holding on was difficult though. She stopped being the one who loved fiercely because she had no fierceness left inside her. She loved the ones who loved her but those who were indifferent found themselves losing her slowly yet surely. Now they knew about each other because of what they chose to share with the w...